Monday, August 1, 2011
FAST
and no one to
blame
but myself.
I guess I let
life
get to me.
Not enough
faith
pride
courage
balls.
The clock has been
ticking
tick
tock
I've run out of
time.
It's just a little too
late
to change my
mind.
Because that wouldn't be
fair.
You wouldn't know
what to do.
If I wasn't
there.
I would like to say it's
your
and your
and your fault.
But lets not lie.
This is my life.
My decisions.
My actions.
And now my consequences.
I have no choice but to accept the
responsibilty.
To find another way
To get to point B
from point A
with a couple of detours
in between.
Friday, March 18, 2011
The Journey
By: Mary Oliver
One day you finally knew
What you had to do, and began,
Though the voices around you
Kept shouting
Their bad advice,
Though the whole house
Began to tremble
And you felt the old tug
At your ankles.
"Mend my life!"
Each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
Though the wind pried
With its stiff fingers
At the very foundations,
Though their melancholy
Was terrible.
It was already late
Enough, and a wild night
And the road full of fallen
Branches and stones.
But little by little,
As you left their voices behind,
The stars began to burn
Through the sheets of clouds,
And there was a new voice,
Which you slowly
Recognized as your own,
That kept you company
As you strode deeper and deeper
Into the world,
Determined to do
The only thing you could do,
Determined to save
The only life you could save.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Hearts
Friday, November 27, 2009
Like The Air
Part of my being, of who I am.
But I couldn't see you.
Feel you.
Touch you.
Smell you.
Hear you.
Like the air.
Nothing....emptiness.
Scaring me to an endless measure.
Because I knew for you,
the disgusting love I was supposed to feel.
It wasn't there.
I feared I was failing already.
Failing at something that should come so naturally.
I would know a part of my anatomy is missing,
if I couldn't do this.
I started to doubt everything about myself I had known.
The depression of that dissapointment,
was like finding out there was no Santa Claus.
It was all lies.
And everything you had ever thought was wrong.
But there was a breeze.
And I felt the cool, fresh, release glide over my skin.
Playing with my hair.
The smallest of sensations through my body.
The tiny nudge I felt.
Like a little butterfly,
You let me know you where there.
Then with each punch, kick, and flip.
You started to prove me wrong all over again.
I started to believe in you, and in me.
I might just be able to do this.
And I might just be GREAT at it too.
I started to feel that disgusting love I knew was there.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Drip
How the hell do I fix this leaky faucet?